Mr. William Laughing




KANIEN'KEHAKE PRIDE


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oh man, i got staggeringly drunk last night. It was Uriah's cousins wife's birthday and 'cinco de mayo' so they had a fiesta with corona and quacamole.
the party started at 5:30 and uriah and I started drinking then and didnt stop until about 2:00.

Hello Akwesasne, where the partridge drums and my great great grandfather was named Laughing.

I live on my own now, let's all celebrate.
I have a few friends too, a good paying job, A big house my grandfather built himself. I still have to get my license. it's almost immpossible to get one here in NY. so many paper requirements.
I want a street bike, but I think a little later after winter.
And now that I have some $$ I'll start editing my noise into a coherrent music record and have it printed!

I love this series!
Furi Kuri

take one thawed rasberry mostly empty bag, put into empty water bottle add 6 ounces of aloe vera juice. add water, add 1 chewable vitamin c tablet. then take 1 bag of blackberries, crush and add pieces. voila. drink.

'If life is but a dream, then do we only imagine the truth? No!
By following our dreams we make our own truths!'


A long time ago, in order to keep control over myself I leveled out my emotions. The highs and lows had me acting reckless to others or myself respectively. But I also Immobilized my ambition and any motivating forces in my life.
I must let my feelings go where they will. I cannot stand still any longer, so from this point on I will either learn to handle my emotions or be controlled by them.
'My skin is not my own.'
'I am the whirlwind.'


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Current Mood: alive

Current Music: CIbo mato - 'Moon Child'

My little cousin's appendix burst yesterday. I can't believe it... I guess he's going to be alright, but it was scary.

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I guess it was just infected. which is so much better.

well, well, well, check it out, im back. much has changed.
but i still dont like to talk about myself.
took the T out from natick yesterday to worcester. visiting my grandma who is here from florida. she's staying over my uncle's for two weeks. I spent the night so i could spend more time with her.

Our family center quickly dissolved when my gram moved to florida and my aunt suddenly died after. So, I've been working on strengthening it and on my situation. give myself some respectability.
Ive got this number to call, i just have to call now..

so much going on. but no one to talk to. haven't had a friend for years. im talking about someone to share with, to have fun with. and all those normal human emotions i should be having are turning into mud. have a nice life.

i dont know, i haven't been feeling like posting here for awhile. but things are heating up and i suddenly gotta post. ill cook something up for tommorow after i get fully into mixing. then i wont be as reserved to reveal.

oh yeah i was going to do art work today...better get to it.
money money money money money money
need money to do artwork
need artwork to get money.



dead links fun

long time no post. but here i am back, feel free to correspond. i will update regarly

writing poetry, watch here for more

i feel all weird starting school in jan, planning NOLA TRip in JUNE, puzzling out the mysteries of everything!

I sometimes imagine how the solar system started. Like seveeral globs of mattter here and there, collapsing into stronger pockets of gravity, more magnetic pockets of elements slowly forming into little groups. Floating any which way. Then a larger group of hydrogen ignites, but what ignites it? gravity or some other element, hiding in the middle of it?, pulling and putting in line the left over glops. Planet forming gets a jump start and the glops get pushed and pulled into ‘smoothed’ out globes…like a rock tumbler makes the rocks shiny. Does the intial birth of our star shoot out the loose bits?… galaxies made like that? ..atoms, forming into whatever element due to it’s own local gravity environment?

Sometimes I do this just for fun, or to get me into the mood for studying or some art, it livens up some neurons, and that’s always good, creates new paths. I have a beautiful mind, a fathoming and complex organ. that really doesn’t need the thesaurus to get a better word than organ…series of highly specialized grounders and electrical carriers.

blah, i am in a quagmire of my own making...i do not enjoy abstractionist painting, but i need $$. need sleep too

i havn't felt like doing this in so long. but i read someone's else's online thing yesterday and inspired me...>sniffle<.
I think i'll try out her template first then ~mode~it into mine

WHITES:
THE PEACEKEEPERS
Whites offer us all
a model for gentle
human dignity.
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caution seizure inducing..